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This is the most open he’s been with me, although I did pretty much spill my guts to him. “How so?” I’m afraid to look directly at him, for fear he won’t answer. Besides, we didn’t have the best role model with our dad.” I think he doesn’t like that possibility. And knowing that he could potentially be leaving behind all these people who need him. Even if he takes great care of himself, he’ll still face challenges, like your dad did. I think he’s afraid to settle down with any one person because his health is what it is. “It’s his way of avoiding getting into an actual relationship. He uses my name to get women into bed with him and doesn’t feel bad about sending them packing, because he knows why they’re there.”īishop nods. “You’re kind of the opposite of my brother. And then the catty, bitchy behavior came out. For, like, half a second I enjoyed the attention. When he started sleeping around with puck bunnies, I was suddenly the most popular and hated girl in the school. The entire high school practically worshipped him. I did, I still do, but he had no idea what kind of impact his choices had on me. “It’s not that I didn’t want him to be successful. “Because the media wasn’t spinning him as a golden boy?” glad to see him fall from grace for a while, maybe?” “He made such bad decisions for a while, and my parents were so angry with him. “Kind of hard to take a threesome in a hot tub out of context,” I say derisively. I wasn’t sure if any of it was taken out of context or not.” “He was pretty high profile for a while there. Especially when he went through his bunny phase.” “Sometimes people would use the fact that I’m his sister to try to get to him. It’s happened before, and I’m sure it will happen again.”

I don’t want to get used because my brother is who he is. “Is that why you avoid games and telling people Rook is your brother?” I’m proud of RJ, but when you have a light that bright beside you, it sort of forces you into the shadows. It’s not RJ’s fault, or my parents’, but when you have a kid who shows that much promise and potential, you do whatever you can to help them succeed. “In another family my accomplishments might be celebrated more, but it’s hard to compete when you have a brother who’s a star NHL player.

“I really hope your family appreciates you.” Bishop absently rubs the back of my neck at least I think it’s absently. He was safe because, while I liked him and was comfortable with him, I wasn’t ever in love with him.” It isn’t until I voice it that I realize it’s true. Everyone thought I was fine because I was with him. He was my defense against the loss I couldn’t seem to deal with. I was struggling to cope, so when Joey came into my life, I used him as armor. When our dad died, I think he felt like he needed to step up somehow, but it was a reminder that Dad was gone. Like I know my brothers both mean well, especially RJ, but my whole life it’s been about him and his career and his life and his success.

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